Ever notice when you are on a really good roll, you have to pee much too often?

That was my week. I was burning through my first draft, fixing errors left right and center, adding funny little bits, just so pleased with myself. And I should be. I edited eight chapters this week. That might be a new record for me. Oooh a challenge. I’ll edit nine chapters next week. Laughing.

I need that goosing. I need a cattle prod to force me into productivity. That’s why Nanowrimo is so awesome for me. The 30 day deadline brings out the time managing, responsibility juggling writing queen. Otherwise I let things drift. There are always so many things more important than my writing hobby. The little quiet voice that argues something I love as much as I love writing should always be important is often overshadowed by the clamor of husband, kid, and dogs.

Favorite bits from this week’s editing:

At home for a long weekend of husband hunting under threat of being locked up in an asylum:

Arguing with her mother about the weekend:

My mother was behind her desk writing letters and she slid the one she was working on under her blotter in response to my greeting. “Hello Margaret my dear. You are home early. Excited about the weekend?”

I smiled. “Mother, it’s time for complete honesty. I do not want to get married.”

“Nonsense darling every woman wants to get married.” My mother dismissed my opinion without further thought.

Oh to be that secure in your belief system. “I do not. I am writing. I want to be a writer.”

“Do you really think it’s wise to get too involved in those intellectual pursuits? Some men would balk from such a wife.”

I sighed. “I will say this very slowly and with words of one syllable. I. do. Not. Want. To. Get. Mar. ried.”

“I believe you will find married is really two syllables darling. A writer would know such things.”

Having given in to the inevitable:

Mother left in a whirl of self-satisfaction and finery. I sat down to write a few more scenes long hand. Sneaking down to my writing cave was not possible now; my maid would be here in mere minutes to dress me. I allowed her to talk me into a long, gossamer pale pink gown, my hair up in curls, and make up more than my usually simple mascara and lipstick. I barely looked like myself. An idea came to me while I looked at the almost stranger in the mirror. Perhaps I could pretend I was not myself. I could be the daughter my mother wanted or at least pretend to be the daughter she imagined. Or even more fun, I could be someone different for each bachelor. I was starting to look forward this weekend. I might need to take notes so I could remember which me was toying with which he. I laughed out loud at myself. With a flick of my curling tendrils I glided forth into battle.

Tel me lies, tell me sweet little lies, tell me lies

I prefer the truth. Even when it hurts.

The truth is I have lost all momentum since I heard that ABNA is no more. It feels like I have all the time in the world now to finish editing this novel. Or at least until August when I need to wrap up so I can spend September and October researching for this year’s Nanowrimo. A deadline so far out in the future lends itself to slacking.  I have vastly been slacking.

On writing anyway. In the real world I have been as busy as a beaver in flood season. My son is now officially home schooled. I am thrilled. He is happy. This all makes the hubby happy. So things are good. Except I am still trying to get everything together. Everyday is a new adventure. I have no schedule to speak of yet. I’m still hammering it out slowly as I figure out how to juggle all the things I used to do plus 24/7 kiddo time and my new role as his primary educator.

I think I might have to adjust my commitment to this blog. Once a week I think now. Sorry folks but I will try to include more snippets from my novel to make up for it.

Wednesday at write in I only got through half a chapter before my laptop ran out of battery, oops. At least I managed to charge it for today. I’m at the Friday write in, trying to help my son do some school work while I write this blog and try to edit some more. It’s a good thing I’m female and genetically predisposed to multi tasking, I need it today.

But my eggs and bacon just got here. Til next time.

Vast Expanse of Flatness

Have you ever had one of those days where you put so much energy and passion into stomping on the little fires that pop up everywhere that when it comes time to actually be creative, you have nothing left? The sign just keeps reading “Sorry, no faculties” (Hi, Sheri) and a vast expanses of empty flatness with nothing as far as the brain can see.

That is the sad state I found myself in this evening. And I didn’t even realize it at first. I blew off a lot of steam at the start of write in bitching about things that had gone wrong this week. Then I tried to edit, and that sort of worked but not really. I’ll be gong back after a good night’s sleep to repair that job. Finally I gave up and started to write my Wednesday night blog. Bam, blank brick wall. I found myself starting to write a laundry  list of excuses why I haven’t been editing this week. Seriously? That’s all you got? Give it up now girl. Pack it in and go home. The long, dark drive and some Jack FM always gives you ideas.

So that’s what I did. And I realized that all day I had been coming up with crazy ass solution to last minute problem created by other people, no wait, that was Tommy Lee Jones. But I had been coming up with creative solutions to little problems that grew on their own. LOL. I am an adult after all.

So where am I at? I so creatively got my son to wash his hands in a public bathroom at the mall today, that a perfect stranger paused to lean in and tell me I was a really fun mom. Yep. Handled that.

I have done jack all for editing this week. But that now matters not at all because there will be no ABNA this year. That’s right folks, if you haven’t heard, Amazon announced it will no longer be holding ABNA. Instead they want you to do KindleScout. Check it out, if you like. I am still in the air about it.

And really I don’t need to make a decision now because I don’t have anything to enter even if I wanted to do. I am still a work in progress. I mean novel is still a work in progress. Aw hell. The first one is definitely true.

I wish the real world would just stop hasseling me…

As I was driving home from write in tonight I was thinking a lot about what I was going to write in my blog. The truth: edited 2 chapters tonight because I couldn’t stop debating the new Star Trek time line versus the old one long enough to get into a groove, was soooooooo boring. That isn’t even a post worthy of publishing. So as I was saying, I was thinking a lot and listening to Jack FM. I love Jack FM. 95% of the time it plays exactly what I want to hear. The other 5% it plays songs that are ok and on the rare occasion it plays something I don’t like well I flip over to the classical station which oddly enough is on the exact same frequency number as the one I listened to when I lived in Cali. Where incidentally I had 12 radio stations programmed because they all more or less sucked the vast majority of the time, so I listened to classical almost constantly. But here I have two stations: Jack and the classical.

Where am I going with this? This song came on. I don’t even know who sings it, but the guy is wondering about what it’s like to be different things. And one of the things he says is I wonder what it would be like if they all did just what I said. Of course this started me thinking about that. I don’t actually fantasize about my husband or son doing what I say but my characters in my novels. Now, if you don’t write you are probably thinking um isn’t that how it works, I mean you write the novels, you make up what they say and do. Shaking head, how little you know. If only it was that easy. I’ll let you in on a secret, my characters have minds of their own. They demand things. They insist on scenes and locations and refuse to work with other characters because they don’t like them right now. It’s a flippin three ring circus in their some days. In where you ask?

The dark corners of my mind where plots, characters, and witty repartee spring to life fully formed like Athena from Zeus’s head.

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I tried

I really tried to come up with a fun song about Friday that I liked and that I could play with the lyrics for tonight. Yeah. Not happening.

Clearly I have already used all the good Friday songs during Nanowrimo.

Friday morning’s I usually managed to go to the first half of the Friday write in. Today however, my son had a play date, where he went home on the bus with the other little boy, so I was free until 230. Damn, baby, Free from 835 til 230. I’d like to say I hardly knew what to do with myself but the truth is I was jamming from the second he got on that bus til I picked him up.

So the write in, first on my list. I’d like to say I maintained my fortitude and worked like a mad woman but the truth is I don’t tell lies of that magnitude. laughing. I opened my schrivner nano file and discovered that all my good work from Wednesday night was gone. At that moment I ordered a latte and spent an hour chatting with Alex.

I eventually got three chapters back to corrected form, I think, maybe. Ok, hell if I know.

I will never be ready for ABNA at this rate.

Wednesday equals write in

Greetings and Salutations my fine feathered friends in internetland. Yes, Yes I am feeling rather verbose tonight. and I have clearly been watching too much Phineas and Ferb with my son. There are worse things.

So tonight was our first weekly write in after holiday break. I was determined to get some work done despite the strong desire to chat my head off and catch up on weeks of accumulated tid bits from my writing family. I imported my word doc written novel into schrivner and prepared for serious revision. I soon got the idea that I should only break a section into a chapter after I had revised it, sort of a way to keep track of where I was from writing time to writing time. This worked brilliantly as I edited and added bits to my chapters. I caught little mistakes, made grammar corrections, and polished a bit where I though my characters were flat. I even caught a time line mistake. I also chatted and shared stories with my fam. LOL.

And then of course it happened. My brand spanking new laptop declared itself out of space. Seriously the only thing I have loaded is schrivner and my novel. That’s it. But 20g is full. WTF? As I pondered this insanity and started to go down the rabbit hole of space usage, my son started complaining he was tired and wanted to go home so I put the laptop in suspend and decided to deal with the space emergency later. But I am not happy. Not one stinkin bit.

Edited seven chapters tonight. Not bad. Not bad.

If it’s Wednesday it must write in time again

And if it’s the last Wednesday before the end of Nano, it’s multiple writing opportunities through out the day, so this will be a multiple edit post.

Wrote for 45 minutes this morning, while listening to my dogs fight with each rather than the cat. Progress? I guess so.

1194 Words.

Off to Yoga so my back and shoulders can handle the several more hours of writing I have scheduled today. Talk to you soon.

Just got back from an Hour and a half at Kids Bounce. I normally hate this place. It’s a popular play date destination due to the constant rain here most of the fall, winter, and spring. But it’s so loud you practically have to scream to talk to anyone. Today we had no play date scheduled. So I wrote. woohoo. Despite balancing my laptop, screaming kids, and kiddie music popping over the whole mess.

Check off another 1700 words. Bam.

Finished up the Wednesday of multiple writing sessions with our standard Wednesday night write in at Jay Berrys. They are so nice to us here. They put up with the hours we hog tables and even smile politely when one of the kids knock a glass off the table and it breaks in the middle of the dinner rush. And yes that was my kid.

Total writing time: I think around four hours. I had two hours before I came to the official write in tonight but then I think I chatted more than I wrote.

Words for today: 3744

Total Words: 43432 or 86.9% (Not behind)

Scene for the day:

When I filled Lila in on the previous night’s happenings, she was prosaic. “Only the dead have seen the end of war.”

“I don’t see what in bloody hell Plato has to do with it.” I was irritated beyond belief with her this morning. Although if I was being honest I was just irritated beyond bloody hell full stop this morning.

“Unless you plan to roll over and die, the battle is only over if you want it that way.”

“If you have any more brilliant ideas, I am all ears. Short of taking out a column in the newspaper name advertising I am not engaged to Patrick Dumount and never will be, I really have nothing left.”

“That’s not a bad idea.” Lila sounded amused.

“Yes, it is.” I ate a chocolate and waited for her next stroke of genius.

Lila helped herself to a chocolate and made thinking noises. This was not a good sign. She had never produced a single stroke of genius while thinking.

If it’s Wednesday it must be write in time…

I love Wednesday night write in. This write in meets year round; it is such a pleasure every time I go. I never leave feeling drained or demotivated but joyful about my writing; where it is and where it is going. Even when my babysitter calls in sick and I have to take my five year old with me. It is still a darn good experience. Tonight I got this idea from a fellow Nanowrimo to add a little cast of characters to my blog. So expect that now each day.

But let me back up a little. I actually got two writing sessions in today thanks to my fab friend Krista who I think felt sorry for me after yesterday’s sobbing little post and offered to have my son for a play date all afternoon. This meant not only did I get to write some but I got to grab a little snooze which helped me be super productive tonight. It may not take a village to raise a child but it certainly takes a village to raise one and write a novel. LOL

Time spent writing today: 2 or maybe 2 and 1/2 hours. It’s a little blurry because a lot of gabbing goes on at Wednesday night write in. I was there about 2 1/2 hours plus this time this afternoon but not all of that was actual fingers on the keyboard.

Words today: 1869 (I was on a serious roll but my son really wanted to go home so I had to abandon my dear Molly.)

Cumulative total: 6469 or 12.9% Technically I am behind a wee bit. Basically down 1866 words. But Sunday is Double Down around the valley and I should make it all up and gravy. If you don’t double your word count you have to double your donation to Nanowrimo.

Bit for you to read:

Rummaging through my hats I looked for something I could wear to shield that side of my face. I found in the back of my wardrobe, a cloche from the early thirties, I must have worn it to a costume party at some point with a flapper ensemble. It would do today since it pushed my hair forward covering the smudges. I grabbed a silky shirt dress and tried to straighten my stockings. How I longed for my trousers. Low heel lace up shoes and a swing coat completed the ensemble. I looked vaguely old fashioned but just enough that it looked as a particular choice and nod to a playful time. Not as though I was a provincial miss.

Character of the day: Lady Margaret Leighton, better known as Molly to her friends. Only daughter of the Duke of Richmond. She spent five years as a QA in two theaters of battle during WWII. She uses her experiences as a QA to write a screen play in an effort to get closer to a soldier she nursed and consequently fell for but lost touch with during her stint in the European theater.

I add a picture of how I see her in my mind. Feel free to have other opinions.

molly

Time Flies

I hadn’t meant to go ten days between posts but …. Right after I set up this blog I found out that a surgery I have been working on getting since February was going to happen this upcoming Wednesday(10/15). I’ve been rather busy with the 457 things on my pre-surgery to do list. But this is super exciting news and here’s why.

A) I get the surgery.

B) the surgery will be done before Nano.

C) I get ten days to recover in which someone else will care for my son, my house, and my dogs. The hubby is on his own. LOL

Ten days. I figure I should be functional for at least a week of that. One week. One whole week to research for Nano.

Why do I emphasize research so much. Well, I have a degree in history and if there is one thing a degree in history teaches you, it’s how to research. While my novels are fiction I like to base them on facts. Plus when I read something really entertaining it often sets up a scene or a character in my mind. For example I read about the code Queen Alexandras nurses had to follow and immediately this character came to mind. She’s young, inexperienced, and thinks that by following the rules to the letter she will be a superior nurse. So when my main character is lamenting the loss of her soldier this fellow nurse is stating the code verbatim. It will be a funny little scene when I actually write it.

This of course brings me to the plotters versus pantsers. What the heck am I talking about? There are two kinds of Nano folks in the very broadest of terms. Plotters create an outline of their entire novel prior to Nano. Sort of like the outline we had to do in Freshman English for the term paper we would eventually write. Exactly. For them, this works. They follow their outline and create scenes that they have painstakingly laid out in advance. Pantsers on the other hand, fly by the seat of their pants.

I am a Pantser. I have a general idea of my novel, where it will take place, and the main characters you will encounter. I may even have a few half formed secondary characters. A general story arc is usually bouncing around in my brain. And I research aspects of the novel. Location, time, etc. But I really have no idea until I sit down and start typing it up. And sometimes I don’t even start at the beginning. Shushhhh, Don’t tell.

My novel is created on Nanowrimo. The next two weeks will be all research all the time, well once the pain meds wear off anyway.

So here’s to the miracle of modern medicine.

It’s Wednesday so it must be write-in time

When my husband asked how I felt about his being transferred from the Silicon Valley to the Pacific Northwest, I must admit I didn’t give NaNoWriMo a thought. I worried about finding new doctors, a preschool for my son, and friends. It wasn’t until mid September when the house was fully unpacked and I could take a deep breathe and begin the process of rebuilding our lives that I realized, NaNo was right around the corner.

A quick trip on my laptop revealed I had two choices for “Regions,” the local group who hosts all sorts of events during the month of November, from first minute write ins to word sprint days and the Night of Writing Dangerously. Choice A: 45 minute slog into the local big city. I hated driving there. It had maniacal drivers, San Francisco like streets, with a random sprinkling of one way streets and signs informing you not to leave your lane for the next mile. Too bad if you need to turn. Choice B: what seemed like the middle of no where. I had not been out to the valley on the other side of my mountain. But it had to be better than A.

Best choice ever. In the intervening days the Valley folks became my friends, my advisers, my writing allies. They shared quality information about speed traps, good places to eat, and their writing group.

Every week there are several write ins. I usually only make Wednesday night dinner due to the aforementioned son.

Fast forward a year, almost NaNo time again. My fellows convinced me now was the time to “develop an online presence.” They held my hand through this process as well.

Over the next 30 days I will share about my process of preparing for NaNo. The following 30 days will be the whirlwind that is NaNo. During NaNo, you can expect daily updates about word count, time spent, and the best line of the day. I’ll try to share a little humor.